Month: September 2006

Um, I have to say that I was apprehensive when the show Heroes came on last night, as it was (is) THE show I was looking most forward to this season. Going in, it was a bit all over the place, but all in all, the story is coming together, and it is definitely promising. I like how they have given you a taste of many different characters, while showing the potential for them to be tied together. I love the premise, and can’t wait to see the next episode. My only fear, gasp, is that because now I am hooked on a great show that I really genuinely like, they will probably cancel it. It has to cost a lot to produce, and you know they don’t give a shit about the viewer… it’s about money. I have written about this before. So, I am preemptively BEGGING NBC, don’t cancel this show! Not yet! And don’t pull an Invasion on us… I still can’t believe they canceled that shit. Anyway… you know where I will be next Monday night… watching Heroes!! It’s great!

Also, I wanted to say thanks for all the comments yesterday… it is nice to know that I am not the only one that thinks attraction and not action is healthy. Coolness! A couple of people discussed potential issues with it, or mentioned it wasn’t for them, and that’s fine. It’s good we all have different opinions after all! Now, I can go back to swooning over Jake Gyllenhaal and not feel bad about it!

Finally, I was thinking this morning about a conversation that I had this weekend over beers. I was talking to a couple of friends, and I don’t know how I came up, but regardless, the question was asked “if you could blow yourself, would you?”. A resounding HELL YES came from both straight guys, and I followed that with “well, that is gay sex, you know.”. Because it is. It was also discussed that if they had a clone, would they have sex with their clone. Again, the answer was yes; because it was sex with themselves. I don’t see that as anything other than gay sex, because if you are having sex with someone of the same sex, even if it is yourself, that is gay sex, yo. What do you all think? Is it really gay sex, or just fanciful pleasure giving? It is definitely both, but I am trying to see if you think it is gay sex too, I guess. Discuss!

Also, on a personal note, I finally updated my ipod for the first time in 6 months last night… perhaps this is a good step towards climbing out of this depression valley. YAY!

I usually don’t (see never before) post you tube clips, but this one literally made me laugh till I cried a little. I need to start watching the Daily Show again. It just goes to show, that if you give them the forum, and the right opportunity, the religious fundamentalists and right wing nutjobs will do a fine and dandy job of hanging themselves without any help from you. That is a better message than any bad thing we could ever say about them, right? Although, for some, I know it won’t mean squat, because look at Bush, people still support him, even though the stuff he says is wrong and ludicrous a lot of the time. Shame. Oh well, here’s the clip! (found on towleroad.com)

(my favorite is “I know I would rather die in a terrorist attack than suffer through an uncomfortable shower with a gay.” LMAO! oh, and definitely, “trying to intromiss his rectum with a penis”)

Also, I posted two poems I wrote today after the jump. The Indigo Girls really bring that out in my for some reason. Either way, one is a little sad (about how I was feeling the beginning of the week), and the other isn’t (about how I am feeling now). So, that’s a little bit of both for all of ya! Also, for anyone in the area, apparently, the Indigo Girls are going to be at Criminal Records this afternoon at 6, and signing records after their performance. Anyone want to swing by there with me? I would go if someone wants to!

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So, as we all know, America’s. Next. Top. Model . debuted last night, and right away, I can tell that there are some fierce (and bitchy) girls in this competition. Also, since this week is fashion week, they have the designs for each of the 4 remaining Project Runway designers available online, and I know you are dying to know what I think. But I am getting ahead of myself. I would like to talk about who I think is going to win Project Runway, who is my early favorite for Top Model, and just generally a few observations about Top Model the show and the girls on it this season. After you check out what I have to say, tell me what you think, okay?!?!?!

Shall we begin? Let’s do.

First of all, here are the links for the designs from Jeffrey, Laura, Michael, and Uli. First let’s start with Jeffrey. I have to say that I am probably the most surprised by Jeffrey, because his line is actually very cohesive and actually pretty. His collection is definitely very detailed, and flows well. I think he did a great job, but I don’t know if it is enough to win. Laura. Laura, Laura, Laura. I am not at all surprised by Laura. It is boring. And, it is not for spring, in my opinion. If she were designing a fall line, MAYBE, but not this time… those designs are not spring. I will say that I hope upon hope that Laura is the one that was the fake out collection, because honestly, that is the only salvation she could offer for all of that mess she sent down the runway. On to Michael. While the boy can design some clothes, and we see some excellent designs here, I don’t feel the cohesive element in his collection. After all, this isn’t a challenge anymore, this is a collection. You have to keep it cohesive, and still at the same time provide beautiful designs and clothes. While his clothes stand alone beautifully, I don’t know if gold and brown being the elements that tie things together, are going to be enough to win this for him. And that brings me finally to Uli. While I have only mildly liked Uli all season, I have to say, her collection (in my opinion), is hands down the best. I mean, just take a look at the dress pictured here. This could be Gucci, i.e., it’s flawless. Her designs are beautiful, spring, flowing, and cohesive. If she isn’t in the top two, I will be very shocked. My guess is that she is going to win it. This is a very strong collection, and if I learned anything from season two, it isn’t about one or two dresses, it is about everything, and everything she sent down that runway was beautiful, cohesive, spring-ready, and feminine, and probably most importantly, Uli. So, she’s my pick to win.

Now, on to ANTM, after the jump. (look at these as two separate entries rolled into one. Make sure to give me your opinion on who you like/dislike, want to win/think will will, etc!)

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— America’s Next. Top. Model. Premieres tonight. Um, yeah, I know you are biting your nails to see the girls make fools of themselves too. I wonder who will be this season’s bitch? I mean, other than Tyra of course. Thank GOD we don’t have a new Project Runway tonight; we would go into full on gay supernova if Bravo was even thinking of showing a new episode tonight. Now, let’s have a walk off, bitches, and argue over who gets photographed by world renowned photographer Gilles Bensimon.

— There are so many new shows this season, that I am literally on overload. I feel like I am missing a lot of them, so if you have any suggestions on what to catch and what to miss, I am all ears. I need something for Monday and Thursday, as of right now, because those days are pretty slim. I did watch the Unit last night, and that show fucking rocks (plus… the return of Noel Crane? Swoon!). I can’t believe I didn’t watch any of last season. Um, Netflix, can you go ahead and send those over? Thanks. Of course I am on pins and needles for Heroes, but I don’t have much else in sight. We are also watching Prison Break and House regularly now… is it me, or is House MORE of a bitch than usual this season? What a douche.

— I am really loving the new Indigo Girls CD. Especially the song “I Believe In Love”. Awesome. I also just looked and they are coming to the Tabernacle on October 5th and 6th. I am going to convince James we NEED to go. Anyone else? I love them live. We are also going to the Scissor Sisters on October 18th, so this will be the month of concerts (considering, I usually don’t ever go to concerts). There are so many good music choices coming out lately… here’s hoping that continues.

— I kind of feel behind on the internets… it is hard for me to keep my attention on anything long enough to really invest. I hate that, but can’t seem to shake it. It has a lot to do with this depression, which thankfully feels much better today that it has all week. I know that there are many of us out there that go through this same thing (many of you too), but sometimes, it just feels better to say what is wrong, what I feel, and have an ear to hear me. I appreciate that. I tell James that a lot; I don’t necessarily need a solution, I just need you to understand that I have a problem. I am working on it.

— I think that we need a mattress pad/feather bed for our bed. While we have an awesome mattress (individually wrapped springs! generous pillow top!), I can’t seem to ever get comfortable, and realized last night that at least some of my persistent back pain is coming from how I sleep (and inability to get comfortable). Anyone have experience with any one feather bed in particular? The ones I have seen seem to be around $130, but if it means a good night’s sleep, it is worth it. I wish I could purchase one of those heavenly beds from the W. God, I would never complain about sleep again if we had one of those.

— I don’t want to jinx anything, but I don’t know if you have noticed an increase in the speed and efficiency of my site. I have noticed there is much less lag time with loading, and if you post a comment, it doesn’t take a month to post it. Also, it isn’t posting double comments as much. All of this is because I asked my host to move me to a new server, just as a last ditch effort before conceding defeat and moving everything over to someone else. Turns out, it was on their end, because the difference has been like night and day. I’m keeping my fingers crossed that it is a permanent solution.

— I usually don’t get too excited about movies, because I generally hate going to the theater, but I saw a preview for the Prestige last night, and I may have to catch this one in the theater. It looks to be a kick ass movie. I can’t wait for it.

Update: I just spotted this link from yewknee, and it is extremely interesting. It talks about how Ambien (the sleeping pill), may be a potential treatment for people in a persistent vegetative state. People apparently are waking up after taking the pill. I don’t know if you saw that movie Awakenings back in the 90’s, but this whole phenomena is insane and totally exciting. To think that those people really may be there, just unable to speak in many instances, and can potentially “come back”. Obviously, this doesn’t apply to everyone in a persistent vegetative state, as many of those people are brain damaged and further incapacitated, but for some, it could mean that they are still there. Fascinating.

Alright, that’s all for right now… but maybe more later. If you’re good.