Today was especially “Monday” for some reason, but regardless, I made it through. Click read more to read my poem I wrote “about” today, called ‘the day that won’t go away’. Finally, I really one have one thing to “sound off” about today; if you are trying to pass a parked car on your side of the street, STAY ON YOUR GODDAMN SIDE OF THE ROAD, ASSHOLE!!!! IT DOESN’T STICK OUT THAT FAR!!! That is all.
Push Play Already!!!
Weezer – We Are All On Drugs
Cardigans – Sick and Tired
Fall Out Boy – Sugar, We’re Goin Down
the day that won’t go away
I rack my brain,
go almost insane,
to think of ways I can avoid you.
I work so hard,
just to put up my guard,
in hopes I can defend myself from you.
You know this,
and you dismiss,
my ability to work and think and act.
You make me feel,
that I am less than real,
and hurt me with your attacks.
I bite my thumb,
to make it numb,
to the droning on around it.
I want it to be,
that which I do not see,
the dawning of complacency.
Bored and restored,
I feel so ignored,
but you just keep on moving.
I tried to hide,
all that inside,
but it spilled out on the carpet.
But I sit in disgust,
and collect only dust,
in hopes that it will change.
Maybe my days,
will have more interesting plays,
acted out on its stage.
And maybe today,
is just a foray,
into something that doesn’t really exist.
It is a picture I painted,
and one I tainted,
so I can wash it all away.
And now I sit,
full of less shit,
than a moment ago was pondered.
I can move on,
for the end of this song,
has come and gone unfettered.
What I ponder is existential,
not so much elemental,
and can therefore be shrugged off.
This day may be,
annoying to me,
but I delight in the thought that it will soon be over.
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